I used to hate my dad too. I always felt that he ruined my family, and everyday i dreaded him coming home from work. Honestly though, I think that's what drove me to be the person I am today. I worked really hard in school and knew that if I worked hard enough, I could be my own person and one day be above and away from his craziness. This eventually came to be, and now, I am in a really happy place in my life.
I think that you should use whatever you're feeling inside right now to fuel yourself to become a stronger person. Be successful and be strong so that one day you can stand up to him or just be away from him ( eg. move out when you get to college)
I think that you should use whatever you're feeling inside right now to fuel yourself to become a stronger person. Be successful and be strong so that one day you can stand up to him or just be away from him ( eg. move out when you get to college)