Like complete shit most of the time? I've been single for a long time and the more that I keep thinking about it the more angry/sad I feel. I feel like I'm alone and that nobody wants me. I need the connection with someone to say whatever is bothering me but I don't. I know I sound like a whiney little bitch but I can't help it, problems with my dad being drunk everyday doesn't help much either and the lack of motivation I have of learning how to drive and finally getting my license is sickening. I do not know what has happend but I just feel more lost and disconnected from the world each passing day.