Sometimes, I just sit and think and the more I think, I sort of, picture and plan my life, and when it gets to the death part I freak out. I can choose what I do in my life, I can choose what I do, where i go, who i talk to. But I don't get to choose how I die. And that scares me, not knowing if i will die in pain, die in joy, or even die in my sleep; is scary. How will I know when to say goodbye. Is it normal to be afraid to die?

the greatest thing is if 'IF YOU HADNT EXISTED, THE UNIVERSE WOULDNT HAVE EXISTED' because the universe is made up you as a part of it!!! ha ha. so dont worry and enjoy life.
Remember this
" He who does not follow in my path shall drown in everlasting darkness on the day of judgment"