I'm always on edge. I'm always in a constant state of anxiety. I don't even know what it feels like to be relaxed. I'm very jumpy and suspicious. If I hear a noise I flinch. I always feel like I'm being watched whether people are around or I'm alone. I'm afraid of the dark. I sleep with the lights on or I feel like something's about to get me or is watching me. (At least it's worse with the lights off.)
I took my dog out tonight and there was a stray dog outside but I couldn't really see it and I freaked out because I thought it looked like a chupacabra. Most of the time I think something is watching me though.
I'll be okay one minute but if something happens that I'm not expecting (It could just be a phone call or something small.) I act all crazy and irritable. I'll laugh about it later because I overreact all the time but I can't help it.
Last week when I was walking around a shopping plaza I thought these people were watching/following me and talking to someone telling them where I was. I'm always looking behind me thinking someone is there spying on what I'm doing but no one ever is.
I took my dog out tonight and there was a stray dog outside but I couldn't really see it and I freaked out because I thought it looked like a chupacabra. Most of the time I think something is watching me though.
I'll be okay one minute but if something happens that I'm not expecting (It could just be a phone call or something small.) I act all crazy and irritable. I'll laugh about it later because I overreact all the time but I can't help it.
Last week when I was walking around a shopping plaza I thought these people were watching/following me and talking to someone telling them where I was. I'm always looking behind me thinking someone is there spying on what I'm doing but no one ever is.

Councilling does help btw so I highly suggest talking too one (: good luck ! X
This is off topic but every time I see your username I want a clementine or an orange. XD
Please try them and try to work out what makes you just sooo special that everyone would be interested in watching you and abandonning their own lives ;o)