I am 17 and when I was 8 I almost had sex with my godfathers daughter. I didnt penatrate her but ever since Ive had a attraction to preteen girls. I have a girl freind, who is a hand full but I love her to death. We have a normal relationship: long talks on the telephone, walks and really enjoyable, safe, sex. But whenever Im online I go to russian hosted immage boards and masturbate to nude underage girls.