I'm really not trying to be insulting. And this really bothers me, because generally I consider myself a very nice person, but I just can't stand mentally disabled people. I have this weird fascination with them and have to keep myself from staring...it's like I'm fascinated and disgusted at the same time. It's awful, I know, but they really bother me. I find myself not caring about their feelings, and even wondering how they could have feelings or coherent thoughts. I have to remind myself that they are people and that we treat them as equal to any other person. I'm deathly afraid of having a mentally disabled child, because I couldn't make myself raise them, let alone love them, and I'd be condemned for that. I'm so sorry if I offend someone, I'm honestly not trying to be insensitive, and really that's what distresses me the most - I don't want to be insensitive, at ALL, but I can't seem to help feeling this way.