Never had a girlfriend, never had a "best friend," but *had* plenty of friends. They all started ignoring me around the same point in time early this summer.
I feel so depressed about it that I have a very difficult time mustering the energy to do almost anything
I feel paranoid that nobody actually cares/cared about me, but put up with me until school ended last year.
I feel fine when I am, on the RARE occasions that I can gather people, having fun with friends. As soon as they leave, I feel like I want to die because all of the nights interactions suddenly feel like they were forced, unnatural, and not as fun as they should have been.
It's like they're still just looking to keep up appearances. I can only imagine that they want to use me for something
I feel so depressed about it that I have a very difficult time mustering the energy to do almost anything
I feel paranoid that nobody actually cares/cared about me, but put up with me until school ended last year.
I feel fine when I am, on the RARE occasions that I can gather people, having fun with friends. As soon as they leave, I feel like I want to die because all of the nights interactions suddenly feel like they were forced, unnatural, and not as fun as they should have been.
It's like they're still just looking to keep up appearances. I can only imagine that they want to use me for something
Think less about yourself and what makes you happy and more about them and how you can be a beter friend to them. Be the friend that you would want to be friends with.