When my ex girlfriend dumped me I cried. Right in front of her. Alot. Full on sobbing, head in my hands. She was the first person I ever felt in love with and even though the relationship had obviously degraded over time I did not expect the breakup.
I had been going through alot of stress for a while at that point in my life and I was in the middle of a mental breakdown trying to tell her why I was upset when she broke up with me and the tears came. Of course she left thinking it was all about her, when truthfully it wasn't. And I feel so shit about it. It's like the biggest regret I have.
This was a very long time ago but it still haunts me nearly everyday.
I had been going through alot of stress for a while at that point in my life and I was in the middle of a mental breakdown trying to tell her why I was upset when she broke up with me and the tears came. Of course she left thinking it was all about her, when truthfully it wasn't. And I feel so shit about it. It's like the biggest regret I have.
This was a very long time ago but it still haunts me nearly everyday.

I miss the hell out of that ex though!
Yes, it's normal. You love someone with all your heart then they basically throw it and stomp it on the ground. Who wouldn't be torn over something like that? Hopefully one day, you'll find someone who will take better care of your heart.