Let me make this clear: I am not suicidal. However, as I drive my car down the road or highway (whatever), I fantascize about how it would feel to swerve into a guardrail or speed headlong into a tree. Would it hurt? Would I go into shock and not feel a thing? Would I scream? Would my eyes be open or closed? How long would it take for someone to notify my family? I think about it even though I would never do it. Do I only have this in common with Bjork?