Ive sold various drugs, from coke to valium, in mass scale. 1000's of pills, multi Oz's, grams of H. Ive seen what drugs can do to peoples lifes but I feel its peoples choice to use drugs, and their choice to let their lives get out of control. Is it normal for me to not feel guilty or like a criminal for dealing illegal drugs for a living?
Its pretty normal but depends how you look at it. Giant ass coporation sell billions of instense drugs every day to the public legally. Coke may be medically useless but uppers like adderol have very similar effects. Also if your living in the slums of harlem then its very normal to sell drugs. Not so normal for minors to sell drugs....
it's pretty normal, but when was moving the nastier drugs, I did feel guilt. Like, I'd be at some lady's house getting her her stuff, and suddenly, I'd look around and start seeing evidence that she has young kids. Or a baby would start crying. Then I'd feel like shit. But, if she didn't get it from me, she would get it from somebody else, you know?
I just feel bad when selling drugs to people directly affects another person who has no control over it.
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overall Normal.
I just feel bad when selling drugs to people directly affects another person who has no control over it.