Ever since I can remember, I've never enjoyed eating amongst people. I've always detested family dinners. I usually avoid restaurants because I can't tolerate eating in such a noisy environment with so much chatter, people looking at me chewing and the sounds and clatter of people using their silverware. What really bugs me the most is when they look at me chewing. I experience this uneasy feeling and start to get very anxious, nearing a panic attack and just lose my appetite. Same happens to me at family dinners or when eating with other people. I just enjoy eating alone in my own presence with serenity. Anyone experience this?

x-x i dont like to swallow infront of people, cuz then they see i have an adam's apple
and i eat ugly
all the other girls in my class are beautiful and clean.. but im grungy and i have gross ass nails, so i have to cover them with nail polish. it looks like i took a huge dump ion my pants, that i scratched it, and then forgot to wash my hands afterwards
lol
My cousin refuses to eat in front of men for somr reason.
Anyway if you dine alone you never have to share lol.