I have this weird ritual I like to do at night when I'm alone before my boyfriend comes home from work. I like to sit in front of the tv and watch something I enjoy and sit down with a bottle of lotion... I like to get almost naked and rub lotion all over my body and really massage myself. I just love my body so much and I love to feel every part of my soft skin and treat it like it's gold. I could do it for atleast an hour and I get so much enjoyment out of it it's like addicting. Is that weird? Does anyone else do stuff like that?