I wnet through a rough time 5 years ago and have survived a suicide attempt, since then i have tried to get my life back on track and have changed completely i gym every day and ang around with completetly different people. yet no matter how hard i try to change i feel i am still pulled back into that place, no matter how hard i try i cant get the things i want no matter how hard i work for it. it feels like i have a destiny to be a failure. its like mybe i was ment to have not survived and maybe now im just living in a purgitory where i cnt go back and cant move forward. this is a serious comment even though it sounds pathetic. i just want to know if other people have similar beliefs

try try and keep on trying and then you will realize whats the secret of success .... if you think like this from now only how will you succeed there is a long way to go.... just do it