I feel like I will be alone forever. I haven't had sex with anyone. I'm 17 and never kissed a guy before. The only relationship that lasted longer than 2 hours was over facebook so not even that counts as a real relationship. I take care of my 90 year old grandmother with Alzheimer's. I'm kind of busy...I don't really go out much. I'll be starting college soon and I feel more alone than ever. Will i ever find someone to love and love me back? Is this normal?