I have a b/f of 2 months who treats me good, but there's one thing wrong. He speaks of how hot he finds other girls, and how hot his much younger ex was, he's even called me by her name a couple of times. I have has a few bad relationships in the past, the first where my ex, (father of my 3 kids) cheated on me with prostitutes. This left me with zero self esteem, and he also drugged and raped me. He told me countless times no one would want me. I saw sense and got out of the 15 year relationship and sorted myself and the kids out. Then I had a 1 year relationship with a guy who I'd known since I was 5. ( I am 34). He asked me to marry him, we got engaged but all along he was cheating and having text/ web sex with other girls. I met my current b/f and we are happy but by saying these things I feel so inadequate. I feel I will never measure up to these women and it makes me feel shit. I tell him and he laughs it off. I have small boobs and don't feel like a real woman as it is, people tell me I am pretty but I can't see it, I think they are just being nice. Is this normal to feel like this? Am I over reacting? Btw my current b/f knows about my past.