I feel more alone than ever... i'm in a relationship with the most wonderful man. he is the love of my life. i have friends who care for me and would take a hit for me any day... yet i feel so alone... i'm afraid to be alone with my own thoughts, half the time i think i'm mental or something. i go into a deep depression out of the blue. i cant even think, i honestly want to curl into a little ball and go in a corner and die. is it normal to feel like this? please guys, don't fuck with me on this.