Well in the last year I have lost 7 stone... I still have about 4 to go.... Recently I have become very low... I hate myself I feel disgusting and I've had thoughts of killing myself... I wouldn't do that of course but at the moment I hate myself so much.... If feels like I've done all this hardwork but it's not good enough for some members of my family... They have said things like my bridesmaids who are slimmer then me will show me up.... I should be feeling happy and confident after loosing the weight but I feel worse about myself then when I was bigger... Just feeling like a fruit loop ATM x x

I'm happy that you realize you're accomplishment, but you shouldn't let your family determine your attitude towards your own body. Furthermore, you shouldn't compare your body to other people, not everyone has an hourglass figure. However, it's great to compare yourself to yourself. You lost 7 stones, thus you are slimmer than you were awhile ago, which is great. Don't listen to your family and their judgments. Focus on your well being not how your image affects them. Live your life to please yourself not others.
You go girl! Wish I could lose 7lbs!