I'm a straight girl but there's this girl I'm attracted too. I've known her for a while and we are close friends so we hug and stuff. Today she hugged me and her down there area was hot. She also hit my boobs but said it was an accident. She said she's not lesbian or bi. But I really would live to kiss her and please her but I don't want to freak her out. Is this normal and why do I do?