I have had crushes on many guys but whenever I'm texting them, messaging them, or talking to them I get anxiety when they use "(;" faces or call me beautiful and stuff like that. I've wanted a cute boyfriend like that but for some reason my mind tells me no and tries to convince me I don't like them. I did have a crush on all the guys who have done that but never went out with them because I have such anxiety. IIN? Please help!