Is it normal to not have any relationships with my family, mostly my brothers and sister? I rarely see or talk to them and when I do it's awkward. They are quite a few years older than me so we weren't really close growing up either. Sometimes I feel guilty because I never make an effort to get together or talk to them. I don't want to regret not spending time with them when i'm older, but when we do spend any time together it feels forced and uncomfortable. I love my family but there's just no connection.