I get really on edge and freeze up, clench my fists, grit my teeth, screw up my nose etc when people hug me, even my parents. I also just seem to have this emotional coldness towards everyone. Can't empathize with them or anything. It adds on to how I feel when guys express interest in me. I identify as asexual, and it just gets on my nerves when people try to get close to me. I can't even tell my family that I love them, because I don't feel love/affection towards anyone, and it just annoys me when people ask if I'm alright, because I apparently look miserable but I'm actually happy/calm/anything but depressed. Can't help that I have a deadpan expression most of the time.