Well, I hate my birthday! Because every year its all about everyone else, I don't ask for anything during the year, but if I ask for something small to be done, is it really necessary to be said no to? I feel so unpopular on my birthday, like nobody will remember or something, I won't throw parties because I have a fear that nobody will come, am I being completely ridiculous or what?

I once lived with an upper-middle class family with your typical fat spoiled son and he got his presents, ripped them open, and played with them for a week before going back to ask his Dad for more crap. All Christmas was to him was all it was to most families now which is a need to buy more crap, not to spend family time together or have that one day where Mommy and Daddy are both home and spending quality time with the kids or a time to reflect upon the year, nope! Just buy more crap, here, base your happiness on how much sh*t that you can stock up and fuel our consumer driven life-cycles.
But I can't complain. I got a seasonal job at Toys R Us thanks to Christmas which bought me my first car which made it possible for me to get a better job and go to college. But still *sigh*
After consistantly bieng forgotten, then celebrated with chocolate cake (Which I hate) or shopping (Which I don't like doing) or any number of other things I don't enjoy.
This year my friends are pressuring me to go to a big club - I don't drink, and I hate drunk people. It makes me feel like they don't even know me.