I'm in college and recently I'm becoming really good friends with a Saudi Arabian student. He has a really inspirational story and we have similar passions about life. I know I will not fall in love with him or marry him. He cannot stay in America and I will never move to Saudi Arabia. We are really good friends and we've fooled around a couple times. I worry if I can handle having a fling if I know we'll never fall in love but we seem to be handling it well so far. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to lose my virginity to him. If it would be a painful story or a cute and worldly one. He makes me feel safe and comfortable.