I'm 22 and a dude and I've been best friends with this guy since I was a kid, we room together now during college. We are both sexually straight but have been platonically committed on and off with each other under wraps, no kissin' or cuddlin' or any of that, just some good hearted American dream bromance type shit. So yeah, really bonded and connected with the guy. Anyway, I get anxiety real bad when he isn't around, and get real depressed if he's gone for days at a time. I really worry about him is all and get nervous he might not come back or something. It gets to be kinda handicapping at times if he's gone long.