I recently lost an extremely close family member it was a week ago when he passed away he had cancer which spread through his body and ever since i cant seem to do anything
i mean i have no resolve to do anything to go anywhere to see anyone
when i think properly life dosnt make sense its actually not worth it
it has absolutly no point
except to
f*ck
have kids
grow old
become a burden
then die
why the f*ck dosnt the sun just blow up and take the entire planet with it
i dont want to feel like this but i cant help it nothing makes sense without him he was my best friend
is it normal to feel like this after such a loss?
i need to know if things will get better because i cant take this im tempted to just join him and disapear
You'll be surprised at how much this is more about YOU than it is about the other... Good luck with your journey in life!