So I'm a teenager and I think I've had depression for over a year. And I'm not talking mild because I cut my wrists and have suicidal thoughts more than I thinks safe. But I can't bring myself to tell anyone. Even when I'm not too depressed and am mildly sane. At my lowest I wouldn't want people to save me. But I know I should get help and get on with my life. I don't want to die but well I don't see myself getting better by myself. But I just cant I really can't tell anyone. Even at breaking point when my mum was yelling at me for giving up and not bothering with anything I just couldn't tell her I was dieing on the inside. I'm sorry it's so long I just had to tell people an ask for advice. IIN to not be able to tell can anyone help?

Anyway, make the tiny little effort to get help. The help will help (that sounds stupid), but also knowing that you can make an effort to get better will help. Good luck.