I'm not a lesbian, because I still like boys, too. But there's someone I feel more intensely toward, and she's the same sex. We both happen to have a lot in common, scars on our wrists, other secrets... I guess I sound bad now already, don't I? We also happen to be friends. I hate to hide things from her, and I hate myself for not telling her anything. But one day another friend and I found something in a notebook she wrote, about how she wasn't sure whether she liked girls or guys, and I couldn't help wondering-could she still feel the same way? Now that school's out, and she's on vacation for the whole summer, I feel so heartbroken without her by my side. I thionk I'd be easier to tell her then her be so unknowing of what she does to me, but I think I'd ruin everything, and make it worse. Help me, it it normal to like your best friend?