My friend and I decided to body box. I knew I would lose, but he really wanted to. So I said yes. He is a good 50-70 pounds heavier than me. I easily took him down in the begining, but he stayed on me, and i couldnt get him off. So he choked me out and i lost.
I thought i was kind of strong for my age, but after that, i feel like nothing. I feel like a weak loser. Two of my friends were there to watch it, and they thought it was funny. I know i can beat up my two friends that made fun of me. But i feel like a weakling because i couldnt beat my friend.
I know that my friend was 50-70 pounds heavier than me, and i knew i would lose. But i feel so ashamed of myself. I feel the need to work out and improve. I just dont know if its normal to lose that much self confidence so fast.
I thought i was kind of strong for my age, but after that, i feel like nothing. I feel like a weak loser. Two of my friends were there to watch it, and they thought it was funny. I know i can beat up my two friends that made fun of me. But i feel like a weakling because i couldnt beat my friend.
I know that my friend was 50-70 pounds heavier than me, and i knew i would lose. But i feel so ashamed of myself. I feel the need to work out and improve. I just dont know if its normal to lose that much self confidence so fast.
Now very few people can take me (which prolly feeds my ego too much) and I have much more self confidence because of this. Although I admit that myself, as well as most guys derive so much of their self identity from how they compare physically to the next guy. If you want to be able to take your friends, work at it!
You can workout if you want to get bigger but there will always be a bigger guy there ready to sit on you.