Ever since I was 5, when I first saw my sisters adoptive mother beating her, I have wanted to kill her. I fantasize about it regularly about how I will get my revenge. But the weird thing is this is the one person in the world I hate. I have an issue where I care about everyone in the world. LOVE them. But not Diane. I sometimes think I would impale her over and over...or maybe hit her with a truck...But the thing is even though my sister died in a car accident this year. I still want to kill Diane yet have no hate for the man that ended my sisters life? Is this normal? Does Diane deserve to die for sexually and physically abusing her adopted daughter? Or am I just crazy?