Well, here's the deal. I love him. Or I think i do at least...he's older though....a lot older. He's my moms boyfriend...and I feel so wrong when I kiss him...it's like I'm betraying my mom which I guess I am but i LOVE him. Seriously. Sometimes my mom asks me to have dinner with them once I'm done with my homework and it is just beyond awkward. He acts like he's disgusted by me, but when my mom leaves to get the food, he winks and rubs my knee under the table. I think that part is just a little creepy....what do you think? Is it normal to be in love with my moms boyfriend???

o sorry i had a nasty cough what i said was that your an atention seeker who probably wishes the story was real
If the 'knee rubbing' under the table makes you feel uncomfortable, that along with the kissing could be considered molestation or sexual abuse.
Again, you might be in 'love' with your mother's boyfriend, but by doing that you could hurt your mom very badly if she found out.
Again I would just say... Cut off the relationship right now, and tell your mom what happened.
So you know what I think, honey? You're young and new to the nature of sexual interaction. Here's an elder man whose been around, and that appeals to you. And to be honest, the fact that he's sexually interacting with someone as young as you is a privilege most men can only fantasize about. Thats why he's doing it. Of course it isn't love. And for you it's a little thing, happens very often, called INFATUATION.
Move away, nice and slowly. And please don't listen to the silly small-minded people on here who are applauding all this drama as "some sort of movie". You can't afford to think about it that way, and it's only a matter of time before you get seriously and permanently hurt.
That story has also become sort of a movie. Yoy may wanna see it.
Stop. This happened to me. I thought it was okay for a while, but the creepy small things he did got sooooo much worse. After I told him to stop he beat the living shit out of me. I was 14. If you're going to put an end to this, go through it professionally with the police.