Is it normal that I love murder ? Well, it's more of an obsession. I mean I love seeing murdered bodies. On a daily basis I look online at the pics of Jeffery Dahmers victims & read about Ted Bundy & every other sereal killer I could think of. My parents think I'm a psychopath & that I need to be intitutionalized & it's gotten to the point where my boyfriend wont go to sleep unless im asleep already. He says I have the mind of John gacey but the balls of a newborn. I'm not violent but I'm afraid I could be pushed or that I'm insane or something.

I like to take pictures of guys and add blood to them to make it look like their dead. I also LOVE to write murder stories and poems, and drawing pics of dead guys. I'm facsinated by serial killers too. I like to think about twins one being a psychopath that kills his brother. I think I will turn this one into a story.
I always loved it, and people and high school used to think I was crazy, but I could give two shits. My murder love is more of a sexual thing, though, I don't know about you. As long as you don't act on it, though, it should be fine:) And maybe you can channel it in a positive direction.I definatly like to channel mine in a creative direction. I can tell you that some of my best stories are because of it!
wish you luck