Is it normal that I love murder ? Well, it's more of an obsession. I mean I love seeing murdered bodies. On a daily basis I look online at the pics of Jeffery Dahmers victims & read about Ted Bundy & every other sereal killer I could think of. My parents think I'm a psychopath & that I need to be intitutionalized & it's gotten to the point where my boyfriend wont go to sleep unless im asleep already. He says I have the mind of John gacey but the balls of a newborn. I'm not violent but I'm afraid I could be pushed or that I'm insane or something.