Day after day my heart aches. I play a lullaby that someone sent to me in the mail. HIs name was ALLEN. Now i'm sad. I've always been alone, but this makes me feel worse. I'm scared, should i Love him? DO I love him? My heart mourns for him, but i've never seen him. ONly in my dreams. Every night i see his face. I run towards it, then its gone. Whats happening to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you sound like a psycho stalker. i've had psychos who were in love with me before, who i've never even met and quite frankly you sound a lot like they do. you're crazy and creepy.
I've been in your position before. Try not to fall to deeply. Ha, that'll probably not work at all but...maybe there's nothing you can do.