okay so ive always like smoking and drinking, and recently this year ive tried ecstasy, so far ive done it about 10 times, so one day i had a really bad trip because i seen this girl, overdose and an ambulance had to come for her, and what not, and turns out she did all these drugs including x, i know its not going to happen to me, but now when ever i do any thing even just drink a couple beers, i feel deppressed or like, what am i doing this is bad, and i just dont have fun anymore is this normal?
My parents are addicts and seeing them scrape by with garbage because they have lost the desire for a better life is just sad. To make up for it, I have chosen not to do drugs in any way or manner and I am happy being sober.
Perhaps you should try it. There is nothing wrong with facing problems with a clear head and not run from them from time to time.