I was told I had manic depression when I was in high school. Since then I took myself off my meds because I wasn't sure if I would have medical insurance after I turned 18. I have mood swings still but in the past few months I have noticed that I see things moving that I know are NOT moving. I will be watching tv in my room alone and hear a voice tell me I am worthless. I will never be good enough. I have been trying to keep a log of when I hear or see something but I don't always remember to write it down. I space out for blocks of time and can't remember what I was doing.