Is it normal to want a family n want kids and my boyfriend dont I been with my boyfriend now for about 5 years and I am always saying how I want kids and stuff and the thought of me even bringing this to his attention he would act like he can't here me or he will just walk away like he doesn't want anything to do with it... Idk but all I know is I want to someday have kids and a family of my own what should I do some advice please

Sorry, love, but you might have to find yourself someone else. Whether or not to have children is a big issue in a long-term committed relationship, it's one of the key values that you and your partner REALLY SHOULD agree on if you are to carry on a committed relationship. It's right up there with finances. If you two can't agree on this then maybe it is best to find someone that shares the same values and goals as you.