I'm an 18 year old straight girl who has dated guys before and finds them very attractive. But I tend to be attracted to gay men even the the flaming gay ones, a good example would be Adam Lambert. Sometimes I really wish I could be a gay male, the change in sex doesn't scare me at all, I feel like I would be happy being male...I feel kinda jealous that I'm stuck being a girl...it just seems so HOTT to be a gay male, they get the cutest guys

But in my oppion you have it reversed. I'm a gay guy and I would do anything to be a girl. xD I think you should consider all the great things girls get that gay guys just dream for. and Adam Lambert is gorgeous but you get all the straight celebs plus it's easier for you to met guys in real life. Lucky! :P lol
move to a bigger city?
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I can't say that I've ever thought about getting a sex change because I love wearing make up and just being girly but lately I have toooootally thought about what it would be like to be a really hot guy making out with another dude. No judgement, but sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to have a penis and receive oral from a dude. I don't know maybe Slash (male/male) Fanfiction has gotten me curious. :)
that makeup is awesome