Is it normal to want to be raped? When ever I see like a rape scene in a movie or on tv I can't help but be turned on. I often find myself fantasizing about being forced to have sex or like turned on about someone hurting me. Like this one time this guy I knew I were joking around and he put his arms around my neck and it hurt, but it felt so good or like this one time I was thinking about someone putting a ciggarette out on my wrist and it really excited me. Am I sick? It doesn't seem just like a fantasy like I really really want to be hurt.