OK..let me start off by saying that i love my husband and the family we share together. But Ive been with my husband for 11 years and married for 7 years. We are a young couple. I'm 26 he's 29. We have 4 beautiful children ages 8,7,4,and 4months. All are from him, but I would say that my feelings for him changed after he cheated on me 3 years ago, But I find myself very depressed because I do have a new born baby boy and he was born prematurly. So I admitted it can be very overwhelming at times. My husband support us. I was 15 when I met him and 19 when we married. I feel trapped. I am not allowed to go out anywhere. I feel my life has ended..sex is ok..but he cant last long enough to please me. I don't have many friends and I'm always around kids and husband. I'm not sure if I want a Divorce or if its just me that needs to chill..I need a break..help help!