I wake up everyday and do the same things from morning to noon to night. I am a married thirty five year old woman and i also have two children. Some would say i have it all and would envy what i have. But thats on the outside and not how it is on the inside. I am lonely and isolated i dont communicate with my husband infact i dont even recognise the man i married. He doesnt respect me or anything i say or do anymore. There is no love or intimacy in our lives. No kisses no cuddles just a few choosen words that we pass each day. I say to myself everyday there must be more to life than this. Living someone elses dream always taking second place never trully doing or feeling the way i would like to. I love my children without them i hate to think where i would be. They give me the little strength i have. Can someone please tell me if most people feel this way or is it just me?