This is a serious question and I'm kind of confused on it. When you're in love w/ somebody, is it okay to still have a sexual fantasy about them or think of them in a dirty way from time-to-time? Because I'm in love w/ somebody and today I saw him in a position where he looked like he wanted a blowjob and I couldn't stop thinking about that all day. I had a fantasy about this guy the other day, too. I always end up feeling so guilty because I really love him and I don't want to think of him that way because I'd feel like I was disrespecting the guy I love.
Is this normal?
Next time you have a dirty thought however I would suggest putting it into action...so when you think that your boyfriend looks like he wants you to bugger him with a strap-on..go for it.
He'll love you and respect you even more....either that or he'll punch you.