I love lolitas (ages 13,14). I love their cute faces, their small yet sexy bodies. I used to counsel a girl-scout camp and it was like heaven being around those little temptations. I didn't lay a finger on them. Condemn me if you will, you don't know what it's like to have a desire that could send you to jail. I didn't ask to be a pedophile, but I am. I am forced to live forever in silence because of this curse. I just need one or two other people who share my feelings to help me find myself.
Please remember that I have never, and will never hurt a child.
Good that you can control yourself. Thoughts are one thing, but acting on those thoughts are another matter.
I was abused at a young age and it destroyed my life for almost two decades!
Love? Yes! Sex? Oh no! Been thru many cultures, seen 70 year olds marry a 14 year old girl and still believe such to be sick fucks. I don't care if you fuck a donkey. You abuse a child? I'll make the donkey fuck you!
1st of all you should say how old you are.
If you are 20 then its more weird. If you are 20- then you must have 'small' body.
I Believe that if a boy/man has a 'small' body type he is atracked by little girls just because of that.
I think that you are not a pedophile but you might be in the way to become one! :(
This is because of this nad illness... dont let it take you down.
You should try to see some kind of a doctor...
Thats all! : /