I've been in love with this girl for quite a long time. She seemed to be attracted to me, but she lives a way of life I can't understand. One day I was with her and she was all over me, I went to get a drink and there she was kissing another dude. I think she exaggerates the meaning of living the moment or something. But I just can't stop liking her. And on top of that I am doomed to be with her every day making it difficult to forget her. She sits next to me at school and I just feel happy when I talk to her. I am working hard on forgetting her. We have never gotten to be a couple, so am I exaggerating and being a pussy?