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Me so Violent!
I have this feeling deep inside. A feeling i just can't hide. No matter how hard i've tried.
I want to destroy.
I dunno what I want to destroy but I know I don't want to hurt innoccent people. I sit in my office & see the skyscrapers out side collapsing into rubel. I see glas & want to smash it into a thousand peices. I see boards of wood & i want to snap them. I see metal & i want to bend it. I just got graded in my Iaido class again. My teacher says I am skilled but I won't get another grade till I realise that Iaido is not the path for needless destruction. It is the Path of theartist & the labourer. It has a purpose to create Motions that define combat. I think he is full of bs. When I hold my sword I feel like I can do anything. I often wonder. 'Could I actually kill someone in combat?' I would love to have a fight to the death with someone better than me. Since Michaela left for france, I have noone in my class who goes all out in a duel. Some even seem to be scared of me. Am i a bad person? Is it normal to feel so destructive? Looking at the broken piece of anything has a hypnotising effect on me. I feel like all the pieces are better understood & apreciated when they are broken appart. Sort of like, 'you don't know what you've got till its gone.'
Too little, too late...
I want to destroy.
I dunno what I want to destroy but I know I don't want to hurt innoccent people. I sit in my office & see the skyscrapers out side collapsing into rubel. I see glas & want to smash it into a thousand peices. I see boards of wood & i want to snap them. I see metal & i want to bend it. I just got graded in my Iaido class again. My teacher says I am skilled but I won't get another grade till I realise that Iaido is not the path for needless destruction. It is the Path of theartist & the labourer. It has a purpose to create Motions that define combat. I think he is full of bs. When I hold my sword I feel like I can do anything. I often wonder. 'Could I actually kill someone in combat?' I would love to have a fight to the death with someone better than me. Since Michaela left for france, I have noone in my class who goes all out in a duel. Some even seem to be scared of me. Am i a bad person? Is it normal to feel so destructive? Looking at the broken piece of anything has a hypnotising effect on me. I feel like all the pieces are better understood & apreciated when they are broken appart. Sort of like, 'you don't know what you've got till its gone.'
Too little, too late...
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just kidding, you need help dude!
No offense intended, but they do the same thing with aggressive children in preschools - it's a good therapy for kids to get out their frustrations.
And there is just something so sexual about manipulating the paint . . .
I'll bet you all come up short . . . :)