Some number of years ago my cousin killed a girl and of course is in jail right now. I only found this out a few weeks ago and I think it's very interesting and I admire him for it. Is it normal to very nearly wish that I could be able to be guiltless enough to do that or to want to visit him to see what he's like?
you should watch 48 hours, it's the closest thing to snuff films you'll see on TV, they track real murderers and show you real dead people, real blood all over the fucking place and real families that deal with the aftermath of a loved one being stolen away...people being torn from this world in the prime of their life, often over NOTHING.
it's crazy shit man, makes me want to stay in my room and lock the door and never come out.
maybe if he killed some child molester or like another murderer, then would he be someone to admire for going to jail to protect humanity.
but otherwise he is a peice of crap.
JAILBAIT