My parents got a divorce when i was 5, which is probably a good thing!The s.w.a.t. team was called to the house because my drunk dad had a gun to my mom's head and i remember a sheriff rescuing me and my sister from the bedroom window.We moved in with my grandmother.(mom's mom) til she started dating my now step-father.My mom went from a "christian",mother to a neglagent meth-head parent.My oldest brother ended up in foster homes and my sister and i had to stay with friends after my mom went to jail for writing hot checks.when i was 16 i had 1,500 saved up for a car, but used it to get an apartment with my mom away from my abusive step dad because my mom's reason for not leaving him was because she had no money.3 months later, she moves him in with us.She used to give me meth everyday from ages 15-18.Now that she's clean she just expects me to forgive her and to "quit bringing up the past" i want to have a normal relationship with her, but i fucking hate her and i just can't get over all the shit she's put me through!!i don't know what to do..i'm 25 and she's still with my step-dad!!!she still chooses him over us!!!