So I was reminded the other day of something I witnessed about a year ago and had forgotten about.
I was waiting for a train on my way to work when a man sat down behind me on one of those back to back seats. About 5 minutes passed then the train came around the corner and began pulling into the station. The man quickly got up and ran full speed jumping in front of the train about 5 metres from me. He was killed instantly.
It was a very gorey thing to witness but all that came to mind was "holy shit that was harsh" I got up from the chair and went upstairs because there was a guy on the loudspeaker asking everyone to evacuate.
I got on a bus and went to work. That's it. I didn't feel anything and until recently I'd forgotten about it entirely. I'm sure I'm not repressing it or anything I just didn't really care.
Does anyone know if that's a normal reaction?
I just checked back on this post. I was sure everyone would be insulting me calling me heartless etc. To my surprise 100% normal rating.
Thanks for the comments, I feel normal again.
Now I just have to get over my fear of shopping on pension day & I'll be sweet.
poor bastard.