I can understand wishing she was your first if you had bad experiences with other women or if you are no longer friendly. I am friendly with all but one of my ex-boyfriends so I don't really regret the time I spent with them, even if I wasn't happy with them. Plus, if I hadn't been with my last boyfriend, I never would have met Matt. I don't regret sleeping with other people (not that it's THAT many, there have only been three others) because now I have a basis for comparison. I know what I want and don't want and I know what it means to be truly passionate and feel totally comfortable with the person you're with. Plus it was educational and now I'm more sure of myself and practiced :)
Not Allowed To Have Sex (Im 22!)
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