I like getting drunk and messing around with dudes, im not gay for it imp just being drunk and I will admit my drinking is a problem. Why does 3 beers have to make your head spin and forget who you really are? I feel so ashamed of my self for letting the beer get the best of me. What should I do about this?
You can get drunk and kill three kids. When you are sober you are still a murderer.
queer.
How would you feel if a women had a couple of glasses of wine, started to play with you sexually, then told you she's not into men?
If you want to do this with other men, please tell them from the start that you're straight!
-The Nidaime
To start with everyone's homophopa caps have been put on and you have not read the actual statement/read between the lines as detail is lacking. When you saw messing around with guys, how often? how far?
As for the drink you need to talk to family and/or friend about this admit to them that you have a problem and they will be able to help you with that along with a doctor
But it does sound like you are bi - its more common than men like to admitt, but be yourself and not someone else or you will never be happy