I've been burned by everyone I know including close friends and family. I just want to leave civilization behind and become a hermit in the mountains and live off the land or something. I don't want to deal with people and their bullshit anymore, fuck them I have a sleeping bag

what you don't know is that you seek an spiritual life. and that is perfect because people like you are necessary for the earth to balance herself out
i know you don't hate people
you love them
you just don't like the illogical systems of control prevalent on the planet at the moment
but don't worry. the planet will be re-structured
and people like YOU are the ones who will come out of their shells and spread the good word
peace. and good luck in your journey
(i grew up in major cities, and i truly dislike city-living. i totally identify with you. i feel at home with nature)
Non-Americans - Americans suck.
Americans - Hey fuck you. We rule.
ahahah. my bad.
Or just burn them back WHENEVER u get the chance
P.S. I was so ready to drop everything a week ago.. and lose two of my very close friends. Cause I could see nothing but their FLAWS.. that really drove me out of my mind. But, I just grew out of it as I'm trying to keep a little distance.. hope you grow out of it too