I'm a recovering addict, who had 103 days clean until I relapsed, once 7 days ago and once yesturday. I don't want to go back down that road again. It's hell on earth. I didn't relapse on my drug of choice, but I did relapse. I know relapse is part of some peoples' journey, but I feel like I'm regressing. Is this all normal?

2). What were your thoughts, feelings, and attitudes like during tjhe days before you used? (possibly a situation in which you thought old thoughts, felt old feelings, and experienced old attitudes. Work with a sponsor and try and get to steps four and five without rushing the previous. Me? Sober 27 months. It is doable if I can. May the force be with you.